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2010-05-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

Lyrics by Jason Walker

Verse 1

I dont know where Im at
Im standing at the back and Im tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that ill find
What ive been chasing

Chorus

I shot for the sky,
Im stuck on the ground
So why do i try
I know Im gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown
I never know why, Its coming down, down, down

Oh im going down, down, down ( On 2nd time around )

Verse 2

Im not ready to let go
cause then ill never know, what could be missing
but im missing way to much
So when do i give up, what ive been wishing for

Bridge

I cant find another way around
And I dont want to hear that sound
Of losing what I never found

Back i guess ? oO

2010-04-28T06:12:00.001-07:00

You and I (English Version)
English Version by: xoxdreya

You, have never let me down
Cuz when I always fall you always bring me up
with your heart-warming smile

And you, are always on my mind,
Youve been with me, through hard times, youve sacrificed,
but you always wanna be with me and

I, I know Im not the best,
But I know that Id do anything to keep you safe
And that is why I love you so
Tonight, I see it in your eyes,
The pain that you have fought for me to keep me safe
And now I know its now my turn
You and I together it just feels so right
Even though I may not show it,
But deep down I know that you can feel it
You and I together, please dont ever let me go
Even though I may not show it,
But deep down I know that you can feel my love

bad week..

2010-01-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

hahas .. since a time i updated .. wells for sunday ~ my aunt sudden pass away .. and today is her last day before shes cremated .. but i cant make it today and tmr cos i got detention and nccs or so .. sigh. . rest in peace i suppose ..

Today's school was okay cept lil boring and restless.. after school went for detention to rot .. rot finish le thn went ncc.. effin tired .. tmr still gt the competition .. sian.

hahas till now i guess.. lazy..

We travel our separate paths
Meeting when we feel a need
So why does your seeking of others
Create this confusion in me
Am I jealous....

. . ...

2010-01-09T03:13:00.001-08:00

Do you miss me like I miss you?
That’s the question that came to mind today
I remember the fun times yes,
The bad ones still fresh still hurt
I miss talking with you…just that. Talking.
It’s was you who always seemed to understand
It was like I could tell you anything and everything
I miss that…I miss you

It’s been about a week since we went separate ways
Then I spoke to you today, suddenly there’s that piercing pain
What have I done? I didn’t mean to lose you
And yes, I still love you, always will
But do you miss me like I miss you?

. . . . .

2010-01-03T05:44:00.001-08:00

Is this an end of a beginning..
It's the end of something..
or the beginning of an end..
Beginning of nothing..

Finally back ~

2009-12-29T21:38:00.000-08:00

hahas back to blogging ? been ages since i posted lyk my last post was on july ... okay nth for nw .. will update soon (;

2009-07-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

Shytttyyys boring . . . . . . . . . .

2009-06-25T22:09:00.001-07:00

Going M.sia Today again >.> shop shop shop .... with my dad fren will be back at night anyone need anything text me :)

2009-06-22T04:10:00.000-07:00

Finally back from Fishing :) .. the trip was fun but not much fish >.> ... the kelong was veri cold .. the wind is lyk crazy at night lol but windy can sleep well :) Ever saw a flyingfish before? the first pic is my first fish and its a Flying fish :) .

theres still more pics will upload more later .

Overseas :)

2009-06-19T21:44:00.001-07:00

Kk will be going M.sia after this :) going fishing at kellong m.sia kellong will be back at thuesday . i will back with pics . k cyas.

Ndp ><

2009-05-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

ok...nw.. ytds post , Ndp from 9-9.... march like *^%*#%(%T($#($^(#$(!@%^!(@&#!)#) my body aching like duno whad ler.. after that went to Amk hub got a drink.. and took 86 home.. i slept in bus sia.. untill my 2nd last stop i suddenly wake up then luckily got out of bus..

kk nths ler lazy = =.

,

2009-05-13T00:18:00.000-07:00

Done... posted..

Good Friday!

2009-04-10T04:31:00.001-07:00

hahas. back to blogging.. these few days veri lazy to post . lets keep it short :), yea today's is good friday and had loads fun :) i became a old man today x.x hair turned white and... my whole hand is full of... you know hahs.

Skip ...., then home sweet home :)

Sigh... tmr still got Ndp ... guess nths else ler :)

Blah blah blah

2009-04-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

oh todays post... Blah blah blah idk oh blah blah blahhalhalhlbalahl blah blah! ok fine.. lets get back.. erm today.. Rushed to compass after my Ndp Training. Was pretty Tough as the Sm are abit..sot sot love to shout one. oh anyways went to compass to meet Shimin and emily as they are going to get their Blogshopping stuff. I think i was crazy earlier = = i kept laughing to the phone :X ah Nvms. So..... follow them... untill outram station find the *fish* then went to eat with fren and slack :) then.... went home...nth liaos

Im gay!

2009-03-31T04:11:00.001-07:00

Today school was... ok i think. Ah That MR BOOO!!! he say wan give me 1 week 3-4 Ace I then dont wan go :X.. ah anyways after school went to eat With G.c :) then went Lao Di fang . they were laughing like oO... then.. i'm Gay oO.... Sisters... Weird... then went home ler took bus with shimin .
End of Day :) byes.

Blah

2009-03-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

Weekends.....was boring again.... today went to pray for qing ming.... then... came back home...veri seriously boring... tmr i wan go out! but my parent still wan me go pray again Argh..! nvms bout that..anyways.. got my blog skin changed. comment pls :) kay...nth much now...

Byes...

Detention...

2009-03-23T04:40:00.000-07:00

hahas.. today school was normal...Morning Hair check i dint get caught... heng but scare tmr Muru will catch me :X... ah anyways....Went for detention today ... dam sian de lor .... my detention untill 4 with stanley and verriona also got detention :X hers veri long ... the teacher late xD ah anyways me and stanley can go earlier so we waited for her : ) after that... we went pizza eat.. then i saw some of my *weird* Frens luckily they never talk to me... althought they saw me : ) then...home sweet home :D

Ok. back to posting.

2009-03-20T16:41:00.001-07:00

its been pretty long since i hv post... so.. lets see.

I guess i will just keep it short , last few days i remembered going for a movie and.... had dinner in Some Cafe and went home :D and the next day.. oh ya i went to cut hair with Shimin,Emily and daphne . Shimin then halfway gtg ler. After that.. i had my hair cut too :X doesn't looks veri bad... guess its ok...but school reopen i scare later get caught again : ( ah nvms

Noon, they went to my house to actually do Hw....but in the end..Idk = = we order pizza and stanley had to be our white mouse to try clothes on him .

And So Bout today nw! CRAP tution again 1-3 later : ( ......... im gona die soon.. of boredness sigh.

Noon...

2009-03-16T03:05:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home nw...theres nothing to do...just got my living room painted :) its Lilly white.. looks ok.. seriously boring at home nw... and got my braces colour changed into Silver Top Turqoise bottom..

hahas...nth muchs ..byes

Im back : )

2009-03-15T17:20:00.002-07:00

Finally! Break camp woooo! hahas. life was real tough for me these few days..luckily i have gone thru them :P . didnt had much regret as time passes so fast and its over :D Nw...my whole body is aching having sorethroat..fever.. and slight flu...

seems like lots of people is sick these few days . take cares peeps...cuz thueday were gona be ok be go out :)

hahs..nth much nw..byes

First time..

2009-03-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

Omg..today at school was ok..cept was abit sleepy..after school got the @#$%$#@ . it made me so shag and tired for the first time in my life that after a camp is a parade and Tmr is another camp dam... i think anytime from now... my body will shatter anytime... these few days i cant post already .. the next few day will be hell for me. So....ya...

back from camp!

2009-03-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

Finally! Camps over hahs. Did alot of things over there and mostly we had some fun :) but..it is veri tiring...there was punishment and stuff..but...our instructors was veri good althought he called me "gay boy" = = and love to de siao me...but he was veri good to us.. hahas .

Going to post more .. sometimes later cuz nw.. im veri tired and busy. and if u want more details :P go to emily's blog or shimin's blog , they have everything in details hahas so :)

Sunday,

2009-03-07T18:02:00.000-08:00

Morning everyone.....just got my breakfast and now waiting for my tution = =

And the camp is Tmr....Sian argh ...

Uhms wells tonight then post again byes .

Shopping day!

2009-03-07T04:36:00.000-08:00

Today went shopping for camps Necessities with Shimin, emily Daphne , Shimin's sis and Charmaine. We met at Hg mall first then took mrt to plaza sing.

After that we lunched at Pizzahut as were hungry = = then we went to Daiso to shop . they bought many things but i only got a Tiny Bottle.

then someone did somthing bad :P haha can't say

After that went back compass then emily and daph buying slipper . so me , shimin and her sis went to minitoons to find a handphone strap. Then went to Interchange to bus home ler...Then suddenly i remembered we haven buy Ziplock = = so went back to coldstorage to get some.

Thenn...Went home! :P hahas thats all byes .

Oh no...

2009-03-04T01:27:00.000-08:00

Im so dead....sigh duno what to do....

some one save me...

/??

2009-02-28T17:03:00.000-08:00

Argh .... just got my breakfast having tution later ...nths ler today i think gona be veri sunny so ....

byes ..

Tears

2009-02-25T03:10:00.002-08:00

Tears of joy
Tears of pain
Tears have made me go insane

Tears of love
Tears I weep
Tears have put my eyes to sleep

Tears for you
Tears for me
Tears for all that we could be

Tears will be tears
Tears will set me free
Tears are all that I can be

Tears, tears, tears
Love always ends in tears

Trust

2009-02-25T03:10:00.001-08:00

How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust,
My heart is empty,
Its cold as ice,
As it reach to break,
It leaks out of water,
That water drips and slips away,
That trust,
That moment,
All within those you have broken,
I may not trust you or your friends but that don’t mean we can’t be friends,
Just friends without that trust,
You have to work your trust with me,
You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again,
You have to repair that broken trust,
You have to work hard,
That don’t mean be hateful towards me,
Just show me that I can trust you once more

Sad

2009-02-25T03:07:00.000-08:00

If sadness had a smell
It would be flowers
Too many white roses fell
Upon the site of an early grave

If sadness had a color
It would be black
Close your eyes to see it
Regain your postrure you seem to lack

If sadness had a sound
It would be a heartbeat
Pounding in your head alone
Before his body loses heat

If sadness had a touch
It would be cool, sleek steel
Sliding across your skin
The pain of sadness, you'd feel

But sadness does have a taste
A tear on your lip
Knowing it's not your last
There are many more to come

Ec

2009-02-22T04:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's post :p

Yesterday was a really unforgettable and one of the best outing i had :P
Went Ecp With Gerald,Verriona,Gimson,emily,daphne,charmain,shimin
We went to the beach to slack and took many photos :D was real sunny tho.
Then after that shimin Gtg with her family so sad lor..cause the rest of the fun aint over yet :X
After that we went to a weird speaking japanese restaurant to eat.

Going night ler...they decided to rent bike to ride, i dint wan to ride one lor they force me de cause my shoe was not suitable and i hate biking!!. wells anyway i went for it and followed them being the last one ...hais then suddenly Gerald and emily's bike gear went haywire no wonder emily was dying riding that bike with gerald haha was funny. then they went to change lor..then saw verriona then i veri tired ler and nana alone so i company her to the beach and slack then so sad she got bit by 2 red ant haha luckily i got no bites.

Then.....Veri late ler we rushhed home with cab and i reached home at 8++ then slept at 9 Pig rite hahas kay nth ler byes :D

Back from school :X

2009-02-19T01:17:00.000-08:00

Hahs..Today went to school with my new lens :P but everyone say i weird weird de = =... ah nvm

After school went for lunch with Emily Valerie Verriona and Gerald at 'Yoshinoya' then slack around compasss....then verriona gtg ler we went to duno what weird slacking corner and chatt.
Then suddenly shi min wan to fold hearts out of straw then we went burger king to steal some :P

Then got somthing surprise cant say till tml .

kay nth ler byes! :D

Shopping :p

2009-02-15T03:57:00.000-08:00

Haha! back from shopping. Today went to Cut hair then went home bath then went shopping alone = = . guess how much i spend lol. i was like wow when i total up....i spend alone $400++ lol buying cosmetic stuff,Clothes,and sandals for 49.90. then went to eat...like so weird eating alone lol.. ah nvm duno will get kill by parent cus my netts i use untill .....(u know...)

Ah anyway tml after school going Tp to have my dental appointment wondering what colours should i change for my braces :x

Camp

2009-02-13T23:11:00.001-08:00

Woooo! finally back from camp and so tired.. from school untill ncc untill the camp, Train untill midnight. its like so tired..then after that..went back to bunk and showered. then CANT SLEEP AT ALL!!! whole night! i dont got sleeping bag and there was no mat for me to sleep and the floor was like Omg.. so played tai di whole night and made roses :P

and so today is Valentine Day i wish everyone a happy valentine day :D

Today

2009-02-11T02:37:00.001-08:00

Uhm..Today went sakae with Gerald Emily Shimin And Daphne.

after we eat Gerald and i was question alot...nvm bout that..

then we asked for the bill and no one cared = =

after 10 mins finally the bill come..$99++

then i was like oh so ex ar nvm then never see the steps almost fell = =

thennnnnn went home liao : )

Sian

2009-02-10T04:06:00.000-08:00

Nothing to post today............uhm.. Changed the songs and added a few more.......

Guess nth ler byes.

SFdssg

2009-02-07T02:27:00.001-08:00

Today Ugh lol went out with Dion, Gerald, Emily, And sharmain......

Went to ajisen to eat then wanted to watch movie.......but movie time is too long so we dint watch then went to hoougang green then dion say wan play lan...so we played..then the girls went off..
After that we went below and eat Zhu cao lol then went home.. :)

lols

2009-02-06T04:19:00.001-08:00

wah Today ar uhm Ncc Sibei tired lo...anyways tml outing canceled liao i must find a way to get out of house Prolly i will go gym or lan....Cause must escape from tution cause i tell my tution teacher saturday i not free if i tml at home he come teach my bro see me i will ...... lol so yea

Thursday

2009-02-05T03:09:00.001-08:00

Uhm..Today at school was okok cept pretty stress and tired . Finally 2 test is over .

After school went home with Stainly[Fu lan] or somthing then reach home ler no one at home
...........then called my dad cause i got no key lol. lucky he just came back home and pass me the key..After that went to pasir ris walk walk and whitesand to eat then go home ler..

Uhm guess nth Liao.

lol

2009-02-03T23:45:00.000-08:00

Song ar! today no more crap at my Chatbox and in school no much more nonsense woooshh...

Anyways today school was okay cept veri tiried and sian duno why..then went home nothing to do
then Sleep lor So sian nothing to do at home sigh....

Changed the Song too..Try listening to it if u want to its a sad song anyways :X

K nothing ler ByE.

Omg..

2009-02-03T02:42:00.001-08:00

Today at school Is like EEEEEEEEEEEEE Omg lol dang don'T wish to say...
Sigh PLS!@!@ no more crap for me.....

Hais lazy to post ByE!

Got a new skin :P

2009-01-31T16:16:00.000-08:00

Ah..veri long never post liao... got the blog skin changed..This weekend was so boring din't have anywhere to go...and oh ya next week got alot of common test if i am not wrong...so sian lo....

Today went to the Gym with friends but instead they went to swim lol...we went around 10....and around 1++ we went off. I went to compass to get a Earpiece bought for 29.90. and got my self a lipGuard cuz my lip is like so dry lo these few day...

Anyways lol 3N2 is pretty intresting lol :D

Ed.

Listening to

2009-01-26T17:14:00.000-08:00

Listening to Your call now...

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your...

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home [X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)


Think its a good song well uhhmm..

CNY!

2009-01-26T03:33:00.000-08:00

Wah This year i sibei sibei suay lol. Guess what ? My ang bao $$ only $98....i was like OMG why this year like everyone so Niao And i gamble abit..all lost alot..sian lor.

New year Eve.

2009-01-25T01:28:00.000-08:00

Wah liew.... Today so sian lo at home,theres nothing to do except my computer i wish theres somewhere i could go which will be happiness all around.
How i wish theres someone to Company me when i am bored..Hais......

3N2 Outing :O

2009-01-24T03:30:00.001-08:00

Uhm.Today went out with class oO for a *reunion Lunch* instead of dinner :)
Doesn't seems that it went out well cus its like we eat seperately = = thats not really reunion but was good tho.
And we walk seperate ways. I was like Wow Pretty much of a group shopping then reunion ><
Well was a fun day tho to kill some time :)

Listening To InsoMnia :D

2009-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

Okie... made a new blog... was bored thats why lol.
nothing to post today :)